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A Burden by blondefreak, literature

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A Burden

I always cry myself to sleep Yes, it's surprising, but who would believe that this happy-go-lucky girl didn't want to be in this world? I've always had big suicidal tendancies Always thought of a death not so very fancy Even just jumping down the building is enough to send me flying Slap me, smack me; everything she had done It all hurt so mych, showing she had won My heart ached; it hurt so much My mother's got my head all in a bunch My eyes are dry dur to my tears I've went through a lot; I have no fears If only the outcome was another if only I had not been so much of a burden. - AleXiEL Br0KeNhEar†ED Neglec†ED

Free by blondefreak, literature

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Free

My parents say 'Be grateful foro what you get' but, what if I'm better off actually dead? Would they care, would they mind if I just commited suicide? I highly doubt they'd actually cry a thousand tears when I die. I'm emotional, that's what they say My soul is really, actually, dead Oh, how I really long to see when they'll finally set me free from the chains that pull me down down, down to the ground A hundred tears I've cried before soaking the clothes that I have wore Oh, how I long to be releasedd from this Hell hole, to be free. - AleXiEL Br0KenHearTED NeGlecTED

The Reason by blondefreak, literature

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The Reason

With all the things I've went through, you'd probably think I'm more mature than you, but on the inside, I'm hurting so much. Nothing can sway me; not even a million bucks. You always thought that I was spoiled, but, honestly, you're the one being boiled. You'll be heartbroken when you lose a daughter; no one can help you, not even your mother. You're the one who's made me so angry, you're the one who's made me so weary. I've given up on life a long time ago Whatever for, you should know. I cry myself to sleep at night all the way till the sky is bright I'll continue to cry tears of blood until the answer, you have found. - Al

Never Cry Again by blondefreak, literature

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Never Cry Again

The raindrops that fell from above reminds me that I was never loved that, if I had not met you, my life wouldn't have been so blue. Walking past you everytime makes me want to burst down and cry. Leaning against the pure white wall, I look for strength; for you, no more Tried to be with someone else to get rid of all the pain you had left But, as each day passed by, I still felt like wanting to cry. All the things you've said before just made me want you even more So, I guess this is goodbye; from now on, I will never cry. - AleXiEL Br0KeNhEar†ED Neglec†ED

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Dec 27
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The Insane One :D
Alexus Nagai

All-time Favourites
Yaoi♥♥
NiTRO+CHiRAL♥
Sweet Pool♥♥
Anime♥
Junjou Romantica ♥♥
Gravitation ♥♥
J-Pop/Rock♥♥
KAT-TUN♥♥

A MASOCHISTIC & PESSIMISTIC fangirl :)
Your neighbourhood BIPOLAR (O-O)
A Friendly Tsundere (^^)?
A Proud BISEXUAL :D
Highly SENSITIVE </3
An EMO ~~(in the making)~~

A.K.A †Alexus Nagai†
Bron on the 27th of December
A Capricorn & Ox since birth

Loves/Likes white chocolate, carrots
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Mies wishlist; give any for my birthday and I shall be indebted (if it's a wall scroll, you have to buy all the others from the same fandom, too XD) ---> www.wishlistr.com/alexiel_kiri…

Current Residence: Singapore :)
Favourite genre of music: Honestly, anything that sounds nice to me is cool :D
MP3 player of choice: iPod, hands down XD
Wallpaper of choice: Anything I want, honestly... (^^)

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Shuumie

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-has none :X-

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Meg Cabot, P.C. Cast

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Sweet Pool FTW

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PC hahas

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*at my deviantID* (^^)

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blondefreak

Dec 14, 2010

ADVERTISEING

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So, someone I know own's a blogshop and I just wanna help her do a little advertisement :) If you're interested, it's right over here. Only for residents in Singapore D: But, still, help to advertise~~! :D

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blondefreak

Dec 14, 2010

Devious Journal Entry

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Whoa, it's been a while since I last updated... >< So, anyways, I'm here to add some updates and stuffies :D So, if you all want to find ways to contact me, I have a few places where you can find me and they are over here: My Website :) My Blog [currently unaccessable, but don't worry - it will be soon :)] My Tumblr All the other places you can find me in are over at my website under the 'Contact Me' section. Oh, and, I am also looking for some Linearts for me to practice on 'cuz, no matter how much I have in my computer, there will come a time when they'll all run out/I'll feel like not wanting to do that and move on to other stuff :P

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blondefreak

Sep 29, 2010

Projects FTW w/

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Haven't updated in a while, huh? Just decided to do a little post REMINDING me all of the projects I have. God, I have many >< Volcanic High with Edward- Novel with Sarah and Aloy- Visual Novel with  - Songs That doesn't include the amount of novels I have that are supposed to be written but are not and the tracing of countless drawings I want to do. Chiao for now (^^)